I really wish I could go back to october.
no one was concerned, no one worried, no one knew.
now my life is like an open book. People are forcing me to lose a vital part of my life. do they not understand how much this means to me?
I love the people I have met recently. they are truly amazing and beautiful, I wish they could see that.
I feel guilty because my mind isnt playing games like it used to. I dont suffer as much and dont go through some things like many other people do. I feel fake. I feel like a joke. I want to be like them